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that is precisely what i was pondering. We can do a silly one if you like..as i sent you over telephonic text messageing earlier in the evening

I have reopened raven31407 profile

did so last night

----- Original Message -----
From: Norene Jensen
To: Lewis Findley
Sent: Monday, February 13, 2006 3:24 AM
Subject: Re: TU

The concern I have is that it would probably trigger the tender feelings that I have always had for you.
I don't know.
What do you think?

Lewis Findley <portcitypoet31407@comcast.net> wrote:
sensual romantic. THA IS, if you dont mind writing one of that sort with me.

----- Original Message -----
From: Norene Jensen
To: Lewis Findley
Sent: Sunday, February 12, 2006 6:45 PM
Subject: Re: TU

Are you comfortable with romantic?
What type of romantic? silly? sensual? what?

Lewis Findley <portcitypoet31407@comcast.net> wrote:
OK, romantic will do nicely
:)
----- Original Message -----
From: Norene Jensen
To: Lewis Findley
Sent: Sunday, February 12, 2006 6:18 PM
Subject: Re: TU

NO. Ok, romantic? Or?

Lewis Findley <portcitypoet31407@comcast.net> wrote:
that narrows it to eight.

Why not a combination of the 8?

----- Original Message -----
From: Norene Jensen
To: Lewis Findley
Sent: Sunday, February 12, 2006 6:13 PM
Subject: Re: TU

ok, do you want children, adult, silly, serious, romantic, sensual, dark, religious?

Lewis Findley <portcitypoet31407@comcast.net> wrote:
hhhhmmmmm..... good question......

can be answered so many different ways

I'll let you pick the theme
----- Original Message -----
From: Norene Jensen
To: Lewis Findley
Sent: Sunday, February 12, 2006 5:56 PM
Subject: Re: TU

What theme do you want?

Lewis Findley <portcitypoet31407@comcast.net> wrote:
We can do a valentines day poem, you write first stanza
----- Original Message -----
From: Norene Jensen
To: portcitypoet31407@comcast.net
Sent: Sunday, February 12, 2006 5:50 PM
Subject: TU

Thanks, Raven....Lewis.
Did you want to do a Valentine's poem or are you uncomfortable with a valentine poem?
I am not where I can talk on the phone.
Family and all.
I can text, though.

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GREAT idea

:)
----- Original Message -----
From: Norene Jensen
To: Lewis Findley
Sent: Monday, February 13, 2006 3:25 AM
Subject: Re: TU

Maybe if we wrote a silly one, I would not get emotional about how we once were.
What do you think?

Lewis Findley <portcitypoet31407@comcast.net> wrote:
norene if you dont wanna write a sensual romantic one with me

we can write a silly one
----- Original Message -----
From: Norene Jensen
To: Lewis Findley
Sent: Sunday, February 12, 2006 6:45 PM
Subject: Re: TU

Are you comfortable with romantic?
What type of romantic? silly? sensual? what?

NO. Ok, romantic? Or?

ok, do you want children, adult, silly, serious, romantic, sensual, dark, religious?

What theme do you want?

Thanks, Raven....Lewis.
Did you want to do a Valentine's poem or are you uncomfortable with a valentine poem?
I am not where I can talk on the phone.
Family and all.
I can text, though.

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ok thats good. and i log on invisible to yahoo IM, have done so for well over a year..

yoru limerick first, that's good.

Lewis Raven31407
----- Original Message -----
From: Norene Jensen
To: Lewis Findley
Sent: Monday, February 13, 2006 3:45 AM
Subject: Re: TU

We could start with a silly limerick.
And, I cannot get you on Instant Message.
I will do one and you do another, ok?
They are complimentary of each other.

Lewis Findley <portcitypoet31407@comcast.net> wrote:
GREAT idea

:)
----- Original Message -----
From: Norene Jensen
To: Lewis Findley
Sent: Monday, February 13, 2006 3:25 AM
Subject: Re: TU

Maybe if we wrote a silly one, I would not get emotional about how we once were.
What do you think?

Are you comfortable with romantic?
What type of romantic? silly? sensual? what?

NO. Ok, romantic? Or?

ok, do you want children, adult, silly, serious, romantic, sensual, dark, religious?

What theme do you want?

Thanks, Raven....Lewis.
Did you want to do a Valentine's poem or are you uncomfortable with a valentine poem?
I am not where I can talk on the phone.
Family and all.
I can text, though.

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well i wouldnt mind it norene, but i thought you might.

that is why i opted for a silly limerick

wanna write one? lets write one

----- Original Message -----
From: Norene Jensen
To: Lewis Findley
Sent: Monday, February 13, 2006 3:43 AM
Subject: Re: TU

What are your feelings about a romantic one? I did not even ask your feelings.

Lewis Findley <portcitypoet31407@comcast.net> wrote:
that is precisely what i was pondering. We can do a silly one if you like..as i sent you over telephonic text messageing earlier in the evening

I have reopened raven31407 profile

did so last night

----- Original Message -----
From: Norene Jensen
To: Lewis Findley
Sent: Monday, February 13, 2006 3:24 AM
Subject: Re: TU

The concern I have is that it would probably trigger the tender feelings that I have always had for you.
I don't know.
What do you think?

Are you comfortable with romantic?
What type of romantic? silly? sensual? what?

NO. Ok, romantic? Or?

ok, do you want children, adult, silly, serious, romantic, sensual, dark, religious?

What theme do you want?

Thanks, Raven....Lewis.
Did you want to do a Valentine's poem or are you uncomfortable with a valentine poem?
I am not where I can talk on the phone.
Family and all.
I can text, though.

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i sent you an IM by way of yahoo
----- Original Message -----
From: Norene Jensen
To: Lewis Findley
Sent: Monday, February 13, 2006 4:13 AM
Subject: Re: TU

besides, you don't have feelings for me anymore, anyway.
you can go to yahoo and IM me?

Lewis Findley <portcitypoet31407@comcast.net> wrote:
ok thats good. and i log on invisible to yahoo IM, have done so for well over a year..

yoru limerick first, that's good.

Lewis Raven31407
----- Original Message -----
From: Norene Jensen
To: Lewis Findley
Sent: Monday, February 13, 2006 3:45 AM
Subject: Re: TU

We could start with a silly limerick.
And, I cannot get you on Instant Message.
I will do one and you do another, ok?
They are complimentary of each other.

Lewis Findley <portcitypoet31407@comcast.net> wrote:
GREAT idea

:)
----- Original Message -----
From: Norene Jensen
To: Lewis Findley
Sent: Monday, February 13, 2006 3:25 AM
Subject: Re: TU

Maybe if we wrote a silly one, I would not get emotional about how we once were.
What do you think?

Are you comfortable with romantic?
What type of romantic? silly? sensual? what?

NO. Ok, romantic? Or?

ok, do you want children, adult, silly, serious, romantic, sensual, dark, religious?

What theme do you want?

Thanks, Raven....Lewis.
Did you want to do a Valentine's poem or are you uncomfortable with a valentine poem?
I am not where I can talk on the phone.
Family and all.
I can text, though.

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hang on
----- Original Message -----
From: Norene Jensen
To: Lewis Findley
Sent: Monday, February 13, 2006 4:18 AM
Subject: Re: TU

did not go through norenejensenspeaks@yahoo.com

Lewis Findley <portcitypoet31407@comcast.net> wrote:
i sent you an IM by way of yahoo
----- Original Message -----
From: Norene Jensen
To: Lewis Findley
Sent: Monday, February 13, 2006 4:13 AM
Subject: Re: TU

besides, you don't have feelings for me anymore, anyway.
you can go to yahoo and IM me?

We could start with a silly limerick.
And, I cannot get you on Instant Message.
I will do one and you do another, ok?
They are complimentary of each other.

Lewis Findley <portcitypoet31407@comcast.net> wrote:
GREAT idea

:)
----- Original Message -----
From: Norene Jensen
To: Lewis Findley
Sent: Monday, February 13, 2006 3:25 AM
Subject: Re: TU

Maybe if we wrote a silly one, I would not get emotional about how we once were.
What do you think?

Are you comfortable with romantic?
What type of romantic? silly? sensual? what?

NO. Ok, romantic? Or?

ok, do you want children, adult, silly, serious, romantic, sensual, dark, religious?

What theme do you want?

Thanks, Raven....Lewis.
Did you want to do a Valentine's poem or are you uncomfortable with a valentine poem?
I am not where I can talk on the phone.
Family and all.
I can text, though.

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i sent a request to add you to the email you gave
----- Original Message -----
From: Norene Jensen
To: Lewis Findley
Sent: Monday, February 13, 2006 4:18 AM
Subject: Re: TU

did not go through norenejensenspeaks@yahoo.com

besides, you don't have feelings for me anymore, anyway.
you can go to yahoo and IM me?

We could start with a silly limerick.
And, I cannot get you on Instant Message.
I will do one and you do another, ok?
They are complimentary of each other.

Lewis Findley <portcitypoet31407@comcast.net> wrote:
GREAT idea

:)
----- Original Message -----
From: Norene Jensen
To: Lewis Findley
Sent: Monday, February 13, 2006 3:25 AM
Subject: Re: TU

Maybe if we wrote a silly one, I would not get emotional about how we once were.
What do you think?

Are you comfortable with romantic?
What type of romantic? silly? sensual? what?

NO. Ok, romantic? Or?

ok, do you want children, adult, silly, serious, romantic, sensual, dark, religious?

What theme do you want?

Thanks, Raven....Lewis.
Did you want to do a Valentine's poem or are you uncomfortable with a valentine poem?
I am not where I can talk on the phone.
Family and all.
I can text, though.

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i wouldnt mind writing a romantic collab with you, but like you said, there is the factor of emotional involvement, I was rewspecting your feelings. [I just sent the 2nd verse to the limerick]
----- Original Message -----
From: Norene Jensen
To: Lewis Findley
Sent: Monday, February 13, 2006 4:15 AM
Subject: Re: TU

you wouldn't mind what?

Lewis Findley <portcitypoet31407@comcast.net> wrote:
well i wouldnt mind it norene, but i thought you might.

that is why i opted for a silly limerick

wanna write one? lets write one

----- Original Message -----
From: Norene Jensen
To: Lewis Findley
Sent: Monday, February 13, 2006 3:43 AM
Subject: Re: TU

What are your feelings about a romantic one? I did not even ask your feelings.

The concern I have is that it would probably trigger the tender feelings that I have always had for you.
I don't know.
What do you think?

Are you comfortable with romantic?
What type of romantic? silly? sensual? what?

NO. Ok, romantic? Or?

ok, do you want children, adult, silly, serious, romantic, sensual, dark, religious?

What theme do you want?

Thanks, Raven....Lewis.
Did you want to do a Valentine's poem or are you uncomfortable with a valentine poem?
I am not where I can talk on the phone.
Family and all.
I can text, though.

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sure. hey i send the 2nd limerick to our collab

----- Original Message -----
From: Norene Jensen
To: Lewis Findley
Sent: Monday, February 13, 2006 4:37 AM
Subject: Re: TU

will try again

Lewis Findley <portcitypoet31407@comcast.net> wrote:
i sent a request to add you to the email you gave
----- Original Message -----
From: Norene Jensen
To: Lewis Findley
Sent: Monday, February 13, 2006 4:18 AM
Subject: Re: TU

did not go through norenejensenspeaks@yahoo.com

besides, you don't have feelings for me anymore, anyway.
you can go to yahoo and IM me?

We could start with a silly limerick.
And, I cannot get you on Instant Message.
I will do one and you do another, ok?
They are complimentary of each other.

Lewis Findley <portcitypoet31407@comcast.net> wrote:
GREAT idea

:)
----- Original Message -----
From: Norene Jensen
To: Lewis Findley
Sent: Monday, February 13, 2006 3:25 AM
Subject: Re: TU

Maybe if we wrote a silly one, I would not get emotional about how we once were.
What do you think?

Are you comfortable with romantic?
What type of romantic? silly? sensual? what?

NO. Ok, romantic? Or?

ok, do you want children, adult, silly, serious, romantic, sensual, dark, religious?

What theme do you want?

Thanks, Raven....Lewis.
Did you want to do a Valentine's poem or are you uncomfortable with a valentine poem?
I am not where I can talk on the phone.
Family and all.
I can text, though.

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well ok, i was in love, i admit it. but there was and still is my family situation here. and you are a married woman norene

lets just try to move on, ok?
----- Original Message -----
From: Norene Jensen
To: Lewis Findley
Sent: Monday, February 13, 2006 4:40 AM
Subject: Re: TU

i did want to know where your feelings were in the matter, as well

Lewis Findley <portcitypoet31407@comcast.net> wrote:
i wouldnt mind writing a romantic collab with you, but like you said, there is the factor of emotional involvement, I was rewspecting your feelings. [I just sent the 2nd verse to the limerick]
----- Original Message -----
From: Norene Jensen
To: Lewis Findley
Sent: Monday, February 13, 2006 4:15 AM
Subject: Re: TU

you wouldn't mind what?

What are your feelings about a romantic one? I did not even ask your feelings.

The concern I have is that it would probably trigger the tender feelings that I have always had for you.
I don't know.
What do you think?

Are you comfortable with romantic?
What type of romantic? silly? sensual? what?

NO. Ok, romantic? Or?

ok, do you want children, adult, silly, serious, romantic, sensual, dark, religious?

What theme do you want?

Thanks, Raven....Lewis.
Did you want to do a Valentine's poem or are you uncomfortable with a valentine poem?
I am not where I can talk on the phone.
Family and all.
I can text, though.

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and i told you what they were. lets just end the discussion and move on, k?
----- Original Message -----
From: Norene Jensen
To: Lewis Findley
Sent: Monday, February 13, 2006 4:49 AM
Subject: Re: TU

i was not asking you to be involved with me
i was just asking what your feelings were....that's all

Lewis Findley <portcitypoet31407@comcast.net> wrote:
well ok, i was in love, i admit it. but there was and still is my family situation here. and you are a married woman norene

lets just try to move on, ok?
----- Original Message -----
From: Norene Jensen
To: Lewis Findley
Sent: Monday, February 13, 2006 4:40 AM
Subject: Re: TU

i did want to know where your feelings were in the matter, as well

you wouldn't mind what?

What are your feelings about a romantic one? I did not even ask your feelings.

The concern I have is that it would probably trigger the tender feelings that I have always had for you.
I don't know.
What do you think?

Are you comfortable with romantic?
What type of romantic? silly? sensual? what?

NO. Ok, romantic? Or?

ok, do you want children, adult, silly, serious, romantic, sensual, dark, religious?

What theme do you want?

Thanks, Raven....Lewis.
Did you want to do a Valentine's poem or are you uncomfortable with a valentine poem?
I am not where I can talk on the phone.
Family and all.
I can text, though.

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thank you

----- Original Message -----
From: Norene Jensen
To: Lewis Findley
Sent: Monday, February 13, 2006 4:52 AM
Subject: Re: TU

Lewis Findley <portcitypoet31407@comcast.net> wrote:
and i told you what they were. lets just end the discussion and move on, k?
----- Original Message -----
From: Norene Jensen
To: Lewis Findley
Sent: Monday, February 13, 2006 4:49 AM
Subject: Re: TU

i was not asking you to be involved with me
i was just asking what your feelings were....that's all

i did want to know where your feelings were in the matter, as well

you wouldn't mind what?

What are your feelings about a romantic one? I did not even ask your feelings.

The concern I have is that it would probably trigger the tender feelings that I have always had for you.
I don't know.
What do you think?

Are you comfortable with romantic?
What type of romantic? silly? sensual? what?

NO. Ok, romantic? Or?

ok, do you want children, adult, silly, serious, romantic, sensual, dark, religious?

What theme do you want?

Thanks, Raven....Lewis.
Did you want to do a Valentine's poem or are you uncomfortable with a valentine poem?
I am not where I can talk on the phone.
Family and all.
I can text, though.

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hi, i enhoyed collabing with you

I KNOW you werent asking me to become re-involved.

and you know I have feelings, often times I dont like discussing them, more
often than not, matter of fact.

AND, i accept your apology

----- Original Message -----
From: "Norene JENSEN" <chrisandnorene@msn.com>
To: <portcitypoet31407@comcast.net>
Sent: Monday, February 13, 2006 11:30 AM
Subject: Feelings & Apologies

>
> Good morning, Lewis.
> The poem was cute.
> I apologize for having made you feel uncomfortable, last night.
> Did not mean to hurt you or in any way make you feel squirmish.
> I was not asking you to become involved.
> I was just asking your feelings.
> That was too much to ask and I am sorry.
> Please forgive.
>
>

I'll call you, I want to talk to you. AND YES, we are still friends
----- Original Message -----
From: "Norene JENSEN" <chrisandnorene@msn.com>
To: <portcitypoet31407@comcast.net>
Sent: Monday, February 13, 2006 2:19 PM
Subject: Re: Feelings & Apologies

> Are we still friends?
>
>
>>From: "Lewis Findley" <portcitypoet31407@comcast.net>
>>To: "Norene JENSEN" <chrisandnorene@msn.com>
>>Subject: Re: Feelings & Apologies
>>Date: Mon, 13 Feb 2006 13:43:10 -0500
>>
>>hi, i enhoyed collabing with you
>>
>>I KNOW you werent asking me to become re-involved.
>>
>>and you know I have feelings, often times I dont like discussing them,
>>more often than not, matter of fact.
>>
>>AND, i accept your apology
>>
>>----- Original Message ----- From: "Norene JENSEN"
>><chrisandnorene@msn.com>
>>To: <portcitypoet31407@comcast.net>
>>Sent: Monday, February 13, 2006 11:30 AM
>>Subject: Feelings & Apologies
>>
>>
>>>
>>>Good morning, Lewis.
>>>The poem was cute.
>>>I apologize for having made you feel uncomfortable, last night.
>>>Did not mean to hurt you or in any way make you feel squirmish.
>>>I was not asking you to become involved.
>>>I was just asking your feelings.
>>>That was too much to ask and I am sorry.
>>>Please forgive.
>>>
>>>
>>
>>
>
>
>

i just want to talk to you thats all, is
THAT ok ?

----- Original Message -----
From: "Norene JENSEN" <chrisandnorene@msn.com>
To: <portcitypoet31407@comcast.net>
Sent: Monday, February 13, 2006 2:53 PM
Subject: Re: Feelings & Apologies

>
> Why would you want to talk to me? I just cause trouble in your heart.
>
>>From: "Lewis Findley" <portcitypoet31407@comcast.net>
>>To: "Norene JENSEN" <chrisandnorene@msn.com>
>>Subject: Re: Feelings & Apologies
>>Date: Mon, 13 Feb 2006 14:46:13 -0500
>>
>>I'll call you, I want to talk to you. AND YES, we are still friends
>>----- Original Message ----- From: "Norene JENSEN"
>><chrisandnorene@msn.com>
>>To: <portcitypoet31407@comcast.net>
>>Sent: Monday, February 13, 2006 2:19 PM
>>Subject: Re: Feelings & Apologies
>>
>>
>>>Are we still friends?
>>>
>>>
>>>>From: "Lewis Findley" <portcitypoet31407@comcast.net>
>>>>To: "Norene JENSEN" <chrisandnorene@msn.com>
>>>>Subject: Re: Feelings & Apologies
>>>>Date: Mon, 13 Feb 2006 13:43:10 -0500
>>>>
>>>>hi, i enhoyed collabing with you
>>>>
>>>>I KNOW you werent asking me to become re-involved.
>>>>
>>>>and you know I have feelings, often times I dont like discussing them,
>>>>more often than not, matter of fact.
>>>>
>>>>AND, i accept your apology
>>>>
>>>>----- Original Message ----- From: "Norene JENSEN"
>>>><chrisandnorene@msn.com>
>>>>To: <portcitypoet31407@comcast.net>
>>>>Sent: Monday, February 13, 2006 11:30 AM
>>>>Subject: Feelings & Apologies
>>>>
>>>>
>>>>>
>>>>>Good morning, Lewis.
>>>>>The poem was cute.
>>>>>I apologize for having made you feel uncomfortable, last night.
>>>>>Did not mean to hurt you or in any way make you feel squirmish.
>>>>>I was not asking you to become involved.
>>>>>I was just asking your feelings.
>>>>>That was too much to ask and I am sorry.
>>>>>Please forgive.
>>>>>
>>>>>
>>>>
>>>>
>>>
>>>
>>>
>>
>>
>
>
>

listen i was trying to respect your feelings OK

Remember, you said you had reservations about doing a romantic collab with
me, because you didnt want your

sweet feelings for me stirred up again.....

AND I WAS RESPECTING YOUR FEELINGS

AND GOT MANIPULATED AGAIN!

AND YOU KNOW IT AND I KNOW IT!

do the right thing and get SHIT ON for it.!

RIGHT?

----- Original Message -----
From: "Norene JENSEN" <chrisandnorene@msn.com>
To: <portcitypoet31407@comcast.net>
Sent: Monday, February 13, 2006 3:01 PM
Subject: Re: Feelings & Apologies

>
> Well, give me some time, ok?
> I am feeling really embarrassed today.
> I just don't know how I would talk to you or what to say.
> Just feeling extremely stupid and embarrassed.
> Like, "Where is the nearest hole to crawl into and pull the top in with
> me"?
> Very embarrassed. Like I don't even dare do a romantic collab, now. Just
> a silly one, for fear you will think that I am seducing you.
>
>>From: "Lewis Findley" <portcitypoet31407@comcast.net>
>>To: "Norene JENSEN" <chrisandnorene@msn.com>
>>Subject: Re: Feelings & Apologies
>>Date: Mon, 13 Feb 2006 14:55:32 -0500
>>
>>i just want to talk to you thats all, is
>>THAT ok ?
>>
>>
>>----- Original Message ----- From: "Norene JENSEN"
>><chrisandnorene@msn.com>
>>To: <portcitypoet31407@comcast.net>
>>Sent: Monday, February 13, 2006 2:53 PM
>>Subject: Re: Feelings & Apologies
>>
>>
>>>
>>>Why would you want to talk to me? I just cause trouble in your heart.
>>>
>>>>From: "Lewis Findley" <portcitypoet31407@comcast.net>
>>>>To: "Norene JENSEN" <chrisandnorene@msn.com>
>>>>Subject: Re: Feelings & Apologies
>>>>Date: Mon, 13 Feb 2006 14:46:13 -0500
>>>>
>>>>I'll call you, I want to talk to you. AND YES, we are still friends
>>>>----- Original Message ----- From: "Norene JENSEN"
>>>><chrisandnorene@msn.com>
>>>>To: <portcitypoet31407@comcast.net>
>>>>Sent: Monday, February 13, 2006 2:19 PM
>>>>Subject: Re: Feelings & Apologies
>>>>
>>>>
>>>>>Are we still friends?
>>>>>
>>>>>
>>>>>>From: "Lewis Findley" <portcitypoet31407@comcast.net>
>>>>>>To: "Norene JENSEN" <chrisandnorene@msn.com>
>>>>>>Subject: Re: Feelings & Apologies
>>>>>>Date: Mon, 13 Feb 2006 13:43:10 -0500
>>>>>>
>>>>>>hi, i enhoyed collabing with you
>>>>>>
>>>>>>I KNOW you werent asking me to become re-involved.
>>>>>>
>>>>>>and you know I have feelings, often times I dont like discussing them,
>>>>>>more often than not, matter of fact.
>>>>>>
>>>>>>AND, i accept your apology
>>>>>>
>>>>>>----- Original Message ----- From: "Norene JENSEN"
>>>>>><chrisandnorene@msn.com>
>>>>>>To: <portcitypoet31407@comcast.net>
>>>>>>Sent: Monday, February 13, 2006 11:30 AM
>>>>>>Subject: Feelings & Apologies
>>>>>>
>>>>>>
>>>>>>>
>>>>>>>Good morning, Lewis.
>>>>>>>The poem was cute.
>>>>>>>I apologize for having made you feel uncomfortable, last night.
>>>>>>>Did not mean to hurt you or in any way make you feel squirmish.
>>>>>>>I was not asking you to become involved.
>>>>>>>I was just asking your feelings.
>>>>>>>That was too much to ask and I am sorry.
>>>>>>>Please forgive.
>>>>>>>
>>>>>>>
>>>>>>
>>>>>>
>>>>>
>>>>>
>>>>>
>>>>
>>>>
>>>
>>>
>>>
>>
>>
>
>
>

let me call you, OK?

----- Original Message -----
From: "Norene JENSEN" <chrisandnorene@msn.com>
To: <portcitypoet31407@comcast.net>
Sent: Monday, February 13, 2006 3:13 PM
Subject: Re: Feelings & Apologies

>I do not know what you are saying.
> I just said that I am feeling really embarrassed right now.
> It is nothing you said.
> I just realized that the night was late and I was saying things that I
> probably should not have.
> I did want, at one time to do a romantic collab with you.
> But, I just feel really stupid, right now.
> It is nothing against you or about you, personally.
> I am just raw, I guess, as far as my feelings.
>
>
>>From: "Lewis Findley" <portcitypoet31407@comcast.net>
>>To: "Norene JENSEN" <chrisandnorene@msn.com>
>>Subject: Re: Feelings & Apologies
>>Date: Mon, 13 Feb 2006 15:04:58 -0500
>>
>>listen i was trying to respect your feelings OK
>>
>>Remember, you said you had reservations about doing a romantic collab with
>>me, because you didnt want your
>>
>>sweet feelings for me stirred up again.....
>>
>>AND I WAS RESPECTING YOUR FEELINGS
>>
>>AND GOT MANIPULATED AGAIN!
>>
>>AND YOU KNOW IT AND I KNOW IT!
>>
>>do the right thing and get SHIT ON for it.!
>>
>>RIGHT?
>>
>>
>>
>>
>>----- Original Message ----- From: "Norene JENSEN"
>><chrisandnorene@msn.com>
>>To: <portcitypoet31407@comcast.net>
>>Sent: Monday, February 13, 2006 3:01 PM
>>Subject: Re: Feelings & Apologies
>>
>>
>>>
>>>Well, give me some time, ok?
>>>I am feeling really embarrassed today.
>>>I just don't know how I would talk to you or what to say.
>>>Just feeling extremely stupid and embarrassed.
>>>Like, "Where is the nearest hole to crawl into and pull the top in with
>>>me"?
>>>Very embarrassed. Like I don't even dare do a romantic collab, now.
>>>Just a silly one, for fear you will think that I am seducing you.
>>>
>>>>From: "Lewis Findley" <portcitypoet31407@comcast.net>
>>>>To: "Norene JENSEN" <chrisandnorene@msn.com>
>>>>Subject: Re: Feelings & Apologies
>>>>Date: Mon, 13 Feb 2006 14:55:32 -0500
>>>>
>>>>i just want to talk to you thats all, is
>>>>THAT ok ?
>>>>
>>>>
>>>>----- Original Message ----- From: "Norene JENSEN"
>>>><chrisandnorene@msn.com>
>>>>To: <portcitypoet31407@comcast.net>
>>>>Sent: Monday, February 13, 2006 2:53 PM
>>>>Subject: Re: Feelings & Apologies
>>>>
>>>>
>>>>>
>>>>>Why would you want to talk to me? I just cause trouble in your heart.
>>>>>
>>>>>>From: "Lewis Findley" <portcitypoet31407@comcast.net>
>>>>>>To: "Norene JENSEN" <chrisandnorene@msn.com>
>>>>>>Subject: Re: Feelings & Apologies
>>>>>>Date: Mon, 13 Feb 2006 14:46:13 -0500
>>>>>>
>>>>>>I'll call you, I want to talk to you. AND YES, we are still friends
>>>>>>----- Original Message ----- From: "Norene JENSEN"
>>>>>><chrisandnorene@msn.com>
>>>>>>To: <portcitypoet31407@comcast.net>
>>>>>>Sent: Monday, February 13, 2006 2:19 PM
>>>>>>Subject: Re: Feelings & Apologies
>>>>>>
>>>>>>
>>>>>>>Are we still friends?
>>>>>>>
>>>>>>>
>>>>>>>>From: "Lewis Findley" <portcitypoet31407@comcast.net>
>>>>>>>>To: "Norene JENSEN" <chrisandnorene@msn.com>
>>>>>>>>Subject: Re: Feelings & Apologies
>>>>>>>>Date: Mon, 13 Feb 2006 13:43:10 -0500
>>>>>>>>
>>>>>>>>hi, i enhoyed collabing with you
>>>>>>>>
>>>>>>>>I KNOW you werent asking me to become re-involved.
>>>>>>>>
>>>>>>>>and you know I have feelings, often times I dont like discussing
>>>>>>>>them, more often than not, matter of fact.
>>>>>>>>
>>>>>>>>AND, i accept your apology
>>>>>>>>
>>>>>>>>----- Original Message ----- From: "Norene JENSEN"
>>>>>>>><chrisandnorene@msn.com>
>>>>>>>>To: <portcitypoet31407@comcast.net>
>>>>>>>>Sent: Monday, February 13, 2006 11:30 AM
>>>>>>>>Subject: Feelings & Apologies
>>>>>>>>
>>>>>>>>
>>>>>>>>>
>>>>>>>>>Good morning, Lewis.
>>>>>>>>>The poem was cute.
>>>>>>>>>I apologize for having made you feel uncomfortable, last night.
>>>>>>>>>Did not mean to hurt you or in any way make you feel squirmish.
>>>>>>>>>I was not asking you to become involved.
>>>>>>>>>I was just asking your feelings.
>>>>>>>>>That was too much to ask and I am sorry.
>>>>>>>>>Please forgive.
>>>>>>>>>
>>>>>>>>>
>>>>>>>>
>>>>>>>>
>>>>>>>
>>>>>>>
>>>>>>>
>>>>>>
>>>>>>
>>>>>
>>>>>
>>>>>
>>>>
>>>>
>>>
>>>
>>>
>>
>>
>
>
>
this discussion is pointless and hopeless

as far as I am concerned, it is over.

contact me IF and WHEN you wish to again

Lewis

----- Original Message -----
From: "Norene JENSEN" <chrisandnorene@msn.com>
To: <portcitypoet31407@comcast.net>
Sent: Monday, February 13, 2006 3:16 PM
Subject: Re: Feelings & Apologies

> I'm sorry. I just don't even have the courage to pick up the phone.
> I am about on the verge of breaking down in tears, right now and I don't
> want to do that in front of you. You are upset with me, now and that is
> not what I wanted. Honest.
>
>
>>From: "Lewis Findley" <portcitypoet31407@comcast.net>
>>To: "Norene JENSEN" <chrisandnorene@msn.com>
>>Subject: Re: Feelings & Apologies
>>Date: Mon, 13 Feb 2006 15:04:58 -0500
>>
>>listen i was trying to respect your feelings OK
>>
>>Remember, you said you had reservations about doing a romantic collab with
>>me, because you didnt want your
>>
>>sweet feelings for me stirred up again.....
>>
>>AND I WAS RESPECTING YOUR FEELINGS
>>
>>AND GOT MANIPULATED AGAIN!
>>
>>AND YOU KNOW IT AND I KNOW IT!
>>
>>do the right thing and get SHIT ON for it.!
>>
>>RIGHT?
>>
>>
>>
>>
>>----- Original Message ----- From: "Norene JENSEN"
>><chrisandnorene@msn.com>
>>To: <portcitypoet31407@comcast.net>
>>Sent: Monday, February 13, 2006 3:01 PM
>>Subject: Re: Feelings & Apologies
>>
>>
>>>
>>>Well, give me some time, ok?
>>>I am feeling really embarrassed today.
>>>I just don't know how I would talk to you or what to say.
>>>Just feeling extremely stupid and embarrassed.
>>>Like, "Where is the nearest hole to crawl into and pull the top in with
>>>me"?
>>>Very embarrassed. Like I don't even dare do a romantic collab, now.
>>>Just a silly one, for fear you will think that I am seducing you.
>>>
>>>>From: "Lewis Findley" <portcitypoet31407@comcast.net>
>>>>To: "Norene JENSEN" <chrisandnorene@msn.com>
>>>>Subject: Re: Feelings & Apologies
>>>>Date: Mon, 13 Feb 2006 14:55:32 -0500
>>>>
>>>>i just want to talk to you thats all, is
>>>>THAT ok ?
>>>>
>>>>
>>>>----- Original Message ----- From: "Norene JENSEN"
>>>><chrisandnorene@msn.com>
>>>>To: <portcitypoet31407@comcast.net>
>>>>Sent: Monday, February 13, 2006 2:53 PM
>>>>Subject: Re: Feelings & Apologies
>>>>
>>>>
>>>>>
>>>>>Why would you want to talk to me? I just cause trouble in your heart.
>>>>>
>>>>>>From: "Lewis Findley" <portcitypoet31407@comcast.net>
>>>>>>To: "Norene JENSEN" <chrisandnorene@msn.com>
>>>>>>Subject: Re: Feelings & Apologies
>>>>>>Date: Mon, 13 Feb 2006 14:46:13 -0500
>>>>>>
>>>>>>I'll call you, I want to talk to you. AND YES, we are still friends
>>>>>>----- Original Message ----- From: "Norene JENSEN"
>>>>>><chrisandnorene@msn.com>
>>>>>>To: <portcitypoet31407@comcast.net>
>>>>>>Sent: Monday, February 13, 2006 2:19 PM
>>>>>>Subject: Re: Feelings & Apologies
>>>>>>
>>>>>>
>>>>>>>Are we still friends?
>>>>>>>
>>>>>>>
>>>>>>>>From: "Lewis Findley" <portcitypoet31407@comcast.net>
>>>>>>>>To: "Norene JENSEN" <chrisandnorene@msn.com>
>>>>>>>>Subject: Re: Feelings & Apologies
>>>>>>>>Date: Mon, 13 Feb 2006 13:43:10 -0500
>>>>>>>>
>>>>>>>>hi, i enhoyed collabing with you
>>>>>>>>
>>>>>>>>I KNOW you werent asking me to become re-involved.
>>>>>>>>
>>>>>>>>and you know I have feelings, often times I dont like discussing
>>>>>>>>them, more often than not, matter of fact.
>>>>>>>>
>>>>>>>>AND, i accept your apology
>>>>>>>>
>>>>>>>>----- Original Message ----- From: "Norene JENSEN"
>>>>>>>><chrisandnorene@msn.com>
>>>>>>>>To: <portcitypoet31407@comcast.net>
>>>>>>>>Sent: Monday, February 13, 2006 11:30 AM
>>>>>>>>Subject: Feelings & Apologies
>>>>>>>>
>>>>>>>>
>>>>>>>>>
>>>>>>>>>Good morning, Lewis.
>>>>>>>>>The poem was cute.
>>>>>>>>>I apologize for having made you feel uncomfortable, last night.
>>>>>>>>>Did not mean to hurt you or in any way make you feel squirmish.
>>>>>>>>>I was not asking you to become involved.
>>>>>>>>>I was just asking your feelings.
>>>>>>>>>That was too much to ask and I am sorry.
>>>>>>>>>Please forgive.
>>>>>>>>>
>>>>>>>>>
>>>>>>>>
>>>>>>>>
>>>>>>>
>>>>>>>
>>>>>>>
>>>>>>
>>>>>>
>>>>>
>>>>>
>>>>>
>>>>
>>>>
>>>
>>>
>>>
>>
>>
>
>
>

well, okay.

I see now.

And I'm sorry too , that i acted out of the way

(in my recent emails that is)

Like I said on the phone answering machine , I'm not angry

contact me again any time

I gotta go on my afternoon walk now

Hope to hear from you soon

Lewis

----- Original Message -----
From: "Norene JENSEN" <chrisandnorene@msn.com>
To: <portcitypoet31407@comcast.net>
Sent: Monday, February 13, 2006 3:25 PM
Subject: Re: Feelings & Apologies

> it is nothing against you
> i am just very fragile, right now
> things got stirred up last night that i thought i had buried
> you were not inappropriate
> it was my raw feelings
> please understand
> i would talk to you if i dared, honest
> i am just afraid of what you would say to me and be upset with me and i
> just don't think i can handle it, emotionally
> nothing against you
> honest
>
>
>>From: "Lewis Findley" <portcitypoet31407@comcast.net>
>>To: "Norene JENSEN" <chrisandnorene@msn.com>
>>Subject: Re: Feelings & Apologies
>>Date: Mon, 13 Feb 2006 15:18:43 -0500
>>
>>this discussion is pointless and hopeless
>>
>>as far as I am concerned, it is over.
>>
>>contact me IF and WHEN you wish to again
>>
>>Lewis
>>
>>----- Original Message ----- From: "Norene JENSEN"
>><chrisandnorene@msn.com>
>>To: <portcitypoet31407@comcast.net>
>>Sent: Monday, February 13, 2006 3:16 PM
>>Subject: Re: Feelings & Apologies
>>
>>
>>>I'm sorry. I just don't even have the courage to pick up the phone.
>>>I am about on the verge of breaking down in tears, right now and I don't
>>>want to do that in front of you. You are upset with me, now and that is
>>>not what I wanted. Honest.
>>>
>>>
>>>>From: "Lewis Findley" <portcitypoet31407@comcast.net>
>>>>To: "Norene JENSEN" <chrisandnorene@msn.com>
>>>>Subject: Re: Feelings & Apologies
>>>>Date: Mon, 13 Feb 2006 15:04:58 -0500
>>>>
>>>>listen i was trying to respect your feelings OK
>>>>
>>>>Remember, you said you had reservations about doing a romantic collab
>>>>with me, because you didnt want your
>>>>
>>>>sweet feelings for me stirred up again.....
>>>>
>>>>AND I WAS RESPECTING YOUR FEELINGS
>>>>
>>>>AND GOT MANIPULATED AGAIN!
>>>>
>>>>AND YOU KNOW IT AND I KNOW IT!
>>>>
>>>>do the right thing and get SHIT ON for it.!
>>>>
>>>>RIGHT?
>>>>
>>>>
>>>>
>>>>
>>>>----- Original Message ----- From: "Norene JENSEN"
>>>><chrisandnorene@msn.com>
>>>>To: <portcitypoet31407@comcast.net>
>>>>Sent: Monday, February 13, 2006 3:01 PM
>>>>Subject: Re: Feelings & Apologies
>>>>
>>>>
>>>>>
>>>>>Well, give me some time, ok?
>>>>>I am feeling really embarrassed today.
>>>>>I just don't know how I would talk to you or what to say.
>>>>>Just feeling extremely stupid and embarrassed.
>>>>>Like, "Where is the nearest hole to crawl into and pull the top in with
>>>>>me"?
>>>>>Very embarrassed. Like I don't even dare do a romantic collab, now.
>>>>>Just a silly one, for fear you will think that I am seducing you.
>>>>>
>>>>>>From: "Lewis Findley" <portcitypoet31407@comcast.net>
>>>>>>To: "Norene JENSEN" <chrisandnorene@msn.com>
>>>>>>Subject: Re: Feelings & Apologies
>>>>>>Date: Mon, 13 Feb 2006 14:55:32 -0500
>>>>>>
>>>>>>i just want to talk to you thats all, is
>>>>>>THAT ok ?
>>>>>>
>>>>>>
>>>>>>----- Original Message ----- From: "Norene JENSEN"
>>>>>><chrisandnorene@msn.com>
>>>>>>To: <portcitypoet31407@comcast.net>
>>>>>>Sent: Monday, February 13, 2006 2:53 PM
>>>>>>Subject: Re: Feelings & Apologies
>>>>>>
>>>>>>
>>>>>>>
>>>>>>>Why would you want to talk to me? I just cause trouble in your
>>>>>>>heart.
>>>>>>>
>>>>>>>>From: "Lewis Findley" <portcitypoet31407@comcast.net>
>>>>>>>>To: "Norene JENSEN" <chrisandnorene@msn.com>
>>>>>>>>Subject: Re: Feelings & Apologies
>>>>>>>>Date: Mon, 13 Feb 2006 14:46:13 -0500
>>>>>>>>
>>>>>>>>I'll call you, I want to talk to you. AND YES, we are still friends
>>>>>>>>----- Original Message ----- From: "Norene JENSEN"
>>>>>>>><chrisandnorene@msn.com>
>>>>>>>>To: <portcitypoet31407@comcast.net>
>>>>>>>>Sent: Monday, February 13, 2006 2:19 PM
>>>>>>>>Subject: Re: Feelings & Apologies
>>>>>>>>
>>>>>>>>
>>>>>>>>>Are we still friends?
>>>>>>>>>
>>>>>>>>>
>>>>>>>>>>From: "Lewis Findley" <portcitypoet31407@comcast.net>
>>>>>>>>>>To: "Norene JENSEN" <chrisandnorene@msn.com>
>>>>>>>>>>Subject: Re: Feelings & Apologies
>>>>>>>>>>Date: Mon, 13 Feb 2006 13:43:10 -0500
>>>>>>>>>>
>>>>>>>>>>hi, i enhoyed collabing with you
>>>>>>>>>>
>>>>>>>>>>I KNOW you werent asking me to become re-involved.
>>>>>>>>>>
>>>>>>>>>>and you know I have feelings, often times I dont like discussing
>>>>>>>>>>them, more often than not, matter of fact.
>>>>>>>>>>
>>>>>>>>>>AND, i accept your apology
>>>>>>>>>>
>>>>>>>>>>----- Original Message ----- From: "Norene JENSEN"
>>>>>>>>>><chrisandnorene@msn.com>
>>>>>>>>>>To: <portcitypoet31407@comcast.net>
>>>>>>>>>>Sent: Monday, February 13, 2006 11:30 AM
>>>>>>>>>>Subject: Feelings & Apologies
>>>>>>>>>>
>>>>>>>>>>
>>>>>>>>>>>
>>>>>>>>>>>Good morning, Lewis.
>>>>>>>>>>>The poem was cute.
>>>>>>>>>>>I apologize for having made you feel uncomfortable, last night.
>>>>>>>>>>>Did not mean to hurt you or in any way make you feel squirmish.
>>>>>>>>>>>I was not asking you to become involved.
>>>>>>>>>>>I was just asking your feelings.
>>>>>>>>>>>That was too much to ask and I am sorry.
>>>>>>>>>>>Please forgive.
>>>>>>>>>>>
>>>>>>>>>>>
>>>>>>>>>>
>>>>>>>>>>
>>>>>>>>>
>>>>>>>>>
>>>>>>>>>
>>>>>>>>
>>>>>>>>
>>>>>>>
>>>>>>>
>>>>>>>
>>>>>>
>>>>>>
>>>>>
>>>>>
>>>>>
>>>>
>>>>
>>>
>>>
>>>
>>
>>
>
>

You will have to posthis one solo. and do NOT, I repeat, do NOT send the
link to me

----- Original Message -----
From: "Norene JENSEN" <chrisandnorene@msn.com>
To: <portcitypoet31407@comcast.net>
Sent: Monday, February 13, 2006 3:36 PM
Subject: Collab if you desire

> This is just a little collab if you wanted to do it. If you feel
> uncomfortable, just say no. I will understand. It is ok. Really.
>
> ~~~
>
> I Thought Time Had Erased
>
> I thought time had erased
> the feelings and emotions
>
> i thought until last night
> i was ok
> i was alright
>
> and then i tripped right back
> to the day we were together
>
> every scent
> every tear
> and every bit of laughter
>
> oh, yes you are away
> and yet you seem so near
>
> my heart is oh, so fragile
> and the rawness and the fear
>
> when you and i were one
>
> when we wrapped our arms
> around each other
>
> and we rocked each other softly
> until the night was dawn
>
> and we rocked
> each other softly
> until
> the night
> was dawn
>
> ~*~
>
>

I had gone out of the house

Heres the collab you presented which I am formally rescending upon

BECAUSE OF YOUR EMOTIONAL MANIPULATION OF ME

Post this one solo

DO NOT SEND THE LINK

I Thought Time Had Erased

I thought time had erased
the feelings and emotions

i thought until last night
i was ok
i was alright

and then i tripped right back
to the day we were together

every scent
every tear
and every bit of laughter

oh, yes you are away
and yet you seem so near

my heart is oh, so fragile
and the rawness and the fear

when you and i were one

when we wrapped our arms
around each other

and we rocked each other softly
until the night was dawn

and we rocked
each other softly
until
the night
was dawn

~*~

----- Original Message -----
From: "Norene JENSEN" <chrisandnorene@msn.com>
To: <portcitypoet31407@comcast.net>
Sent: Monday, February 13, 2006 3:36 PM
Subject: Collab if you desire

i had a fine walk, im back now

----- Original Message -----
From: "Norene JENSEN" <chrisandnorene@msn.com>
To: <portcitypoet31407@comcast.net>
Sent: Monday, February 13, 2006 3:38 PM
Subject: Re: Feelings & Apologies

> Ok, Lewis. Please know that I will always care for you.
> I just need to keep it in perspective.
> Please have a beautiful walk.
> I know you must go.
> Norene
>
>
>>From: "Lewis Findley" <portcitypoet31407@comcast.net>
>>To: "Norene JENSEN" <chrisandnorene@msn.com>
>>Subject: Re: Feelings & Apologies
>>Date: Mon, 13 Feb 2006 15:34:13 -0500
>>
>>well, okay.
>>
>>I see now.
>>
>>And I'm sorry too , that i acted out of the way
>>
>>(in my recent emails that is)
>>
>>Like I said on the phone answering machine , I'm not angry
>>
>>contact me again any time
>>
>>I gotta go on my afternoon walk now
>>
>>Hope to hear from you soon
>>
>>Lewis
>>
>>----- Original Message ----- From: "Norene JENSEN"
>><chrisandnorene@msn.com>
>>To: <portcitypoet31407@comcast.net>
>>Sent: Monday, February 13, 2006 3:25 PM
>>Subject: Re: Feelings & Apologies
>>
>>
>>>it is nothing against you
>>>i am just very fragile, right now
>>>things got stirred up last night that i thought i had buried
>>>you were not inappropriate
>>>it was my raw feelings
>>>please understand
>>>i would talk to you if i dared, honest
>>>i am just afraid of what you would say to me and be upset with me and i
>>>just don't think i can handle it, emotionally
>>>nothing against you
>>>honest
>>>
>>>
>>>>From: "Lewis Findley" <portcitypoet31407@comcast.net>
>>>>To: "Norene JENSEN" <chrisandnorene@msn.com>
>>>>Subject: Re: Feelings & Apologies
>>>>Date: Mon, 13 Feb 2006 15:18:43 -0500
>>>>
>>>>this discussion is pointless and hopeless
>>>>
>>>>as far as I am concerned, it is over.
>>>>
>>>>contact me IF and WHEN you wish to again
>>>>
>>>>Lewis
>>>>
>>>>----- Original Message ----- From: "Norene JENSEN"
>>>><chrisandnorene@msn.com>
>>>>To: <portcitypoet31407@comcast.net>
>>>>Sent: Monday, February 13, 2006 3:16 PM
>>>>Subject: Re: Feelings & Apologies
>>>>
>>>>
>>>>>I'm sorry. I just don't even have the courage to pick up the phone.
>>>>>I am about on the verge of breaking down in tears, right now and I
>>>>>don't want to do that in front of you. You are upset with me, now and
>>>>>that is not what I wanted. Honest.
>>>>>
>>>>>
>>>>>>From: "Lewis Findley" <portcitypoet31407@comcast.net>
>>>>>>To: "Norene JENSEN" <chrisandnorene@msn.com>
>>>>>>Subject: Re: Feelings & Apologies
>>>>>>Date: Mon, 13 Feb 2006 15:04:58 -0500
>>>>>>
>>>>>>listen i was trying to respect your feelings OK
>>>>>>
>>>>>>Remember, you said you had reservations about doing a romantic collab
>>>>>>with me, because you didnt want your
>>>>>>
>>>>>>sweet feelings for me stirred up again.....
>>>>>>
>>>>>>AND I WAS RESPECTING YOUR FEELINGS
>>>>>>
>>>>>>AND GOT MANIPULATED AGAIN!
>>>>>>
>>>>>>AND YOU KNOW IT AND I KNOW IT!
>>>>>>
>>>>>>do the right thing and get SHIT ON for it.!
>>>>>>
>>>>>>RIGHT?
>>>>>>
>>>>>>
>>>>>>
>>>>>>
>>>>>>----- Original Message ----- From: "Norene JENSEN"
>>>>>><chrisandnorene@msn.com>
>>>>>>To: <portcitypoet31407@comcast.net>
>>>>>>Sent: Monday, February 13, 2006 3:01 PM
>>>>>>Subject: Re: Feelings & Apologies
>>>>>>
>>>>>>
>>>>>>>
>>>>>>>Well, give me some time, ok?
>>>>>>>I am feeling really embarrassed today.
>>>>>>>I just don't know how I would talk to you or what to say.
>>>>>>>Just feeling extremely stupid and embarrassed.
>>>>>>>Like, "Where is the nearest hole to crawl into and pull the top in
>>>>>>>with me"?
>>>>>>>Very embarrassed. Like I don't even dare do a romantic collab, now.
>>>>>>>Just a silly one, for fear you will think that I am seducing you.
>>>>>>>
>>>>>>>>From: "Lewis Findley" <portcitypoet31407@comcast.net>
>>>>>>>>To: "Norene JENSEN" <chrisandnorene@msn.com>
>>>>>>>>Subject: Re: Feelings & Apologies
>>>>>>>>Date: Mon, 13 Feb 2006 14:55:32 -0500
>>>>>>>>
>>>>>>>>i just want to talk to you thats all, is
>>>>>>>>THAT ok ?
>>>>>>>>
>>>>>>>>
>>>>>>>>----- Original Message ----- From: "Norene JENSEN"
>>>>>>>><chrisandnorene@msn.com>
>>>>>>>>To: <portcitypoet31407@comcast.net>
>>>>>>>>Sent: Monday, February 13, 2006 2:53 PM
>>>>>>>>Subject: Re: Feelings & Apologies
>>>>>>>>
>>>>>>>>
>>>>>>>>>
>>>>>>>>>Why would you want to talk to me? I just cause trouble in your
>>>>>>>>>heart.
>>>>>>>>>
>>>>>>>>>>From: "Lewis Findley" <portcitypoet31407@comcast.net>
>>>>>>>>>>To: "Norene JENSEN" <chrisandnorene@msn.com>
>>>>>>>>>>Subject: Re: Feelings & Apologies
>>>>>>>>>>Date: Mon, 13 Feb 2006 14:46:13 -0500
>>>>>>>>>>
>>>>>>>>>>I'll call you, I want to talk to you. AND YES, we are still
>>>>>>>>>>friends
>>>>>>>>>>----- Original Message ----- From: "Norene JENSEN"
>>>>>>>>>><chrisandnorene@msn.com>
>>>>>>>>>>To: <portcitypoet31407@comcast.net>
>>>>>>>>>>Sent: Monday, February 13, 2006 2:19 PM
>>>>>>>>>>Subject: Re: Feelings & Apologies
>>>>>>>>>>
>>>>>>>>>>
>>>>>>>>>>>Are we still friends?
>>>>>>>>>>>
>>>>>>>>>>>
>>>>>>>>>>>>From: "Lewis Findley" <portcitypoet31407@comcast.net>
>>>>>>>>>>>>To: "Norene JENSEN" <chrisandnorene@msn.com>
>>>>>>>>>>>>Subject: Re: Feelings & Apologies
>>>>>>>>>>>>Date: Mon, 13 Feb 2006 13:43:10 -0500
>>>>>>>>>>>>
>>>>>>>>>>>>hi, i enhoyed collabing with you
>>>>>>>>>>>>
>>>>>>>>>>>>I KNOW you werent asking me to become re-involved.
>>>>>>>>>>>>
>>>>>>>>>>>>and you know I have feelings, often times I dont like discussing
>>>>>>>>>>>>them, more often than not, matter of fact.
>>>>>>>>>>>>
>>>>>>>>>>>>AND, i accept your apology
>>>>>>>>>>>>
>>>>>>>>>>>>----- Original Message ----- From: "Norene JENSEN"
>>>>>>>>>>>><chrisandnorene@msn.com>
>>>>>>>>>>>>To: <portcitypoet31407@comcast.net>
>>>>>>>>>>>>Sent: Monday, February 13, 2006 11:30 AM
>>>>>>>>>>>>Subject: Feelings & Apologies
>>>>>>>>>>>>
>>>>>>>>>>>>
>>>>>>>>>>>>>
>>>>>>>>>>>>>Good morning, Lewis.
>>>>>>>>>>>>>The poem was cute.
>>>>>>>>>>>>>I apologize for having made you feel uncomfortable, last night.
>>>>>>>>>>>>>Did not mean to hurt you or in any way make you feel squirmish.
>>>>>>>>>>>>>I was not asking you to become involved.
>>>>>>>>>>>>>I was just asking your feelings.
>>>>>>>>>>>>>That was too much to ask and I am sorry.
>>>>>>>>>>>>>Please forgive.
>>>>>>>>>>>>>
>>>>>>>>>>>>>
>>>>>>>>>>>>
>>>>>>>>>>>>
>>>>>>>>>>>
>>>>>>>>>>>
>>>>>>>>>>>
>>>>>>>>>>
>>>>>>>>>>
>>>>>>>>>
>>>>>>>>>
>>>>>>>>>
>>>>>>>>
>>>>>>>>
>>>>>>>
>>>>>>>
>>>>>>>
>>>>>>
>>>>>>
>>>>>
>>>>>
>>>>>
>>>>
>>>>
>>>
>>>
>>
>>
>
>

i sometimes wonder if you dont want to hurt me

----- Original Message -----
From: "Norene JENSEN" <chrisandnorene@msn.com>
To: <portcitypoet31407@comcast.net>
Sent: Monday, February 13, 2006 3:40 PM
Subject: Re: Feelings & Apologies

>
> We have been through a lot and we are getting our lives back in order.
> We don't want to hurt each other.
> And I would never want to manipulate you or your tender, loving heart.
> Ever
>
>>From: "Lewis Findley" <portcitypoet31407@comcast.net>
>>To: "Norene JENSEN" <chrisandnorene@msn.com>
>>Subject: Re: Feelings & Apologies
>>Date: Mon, 13 Feb 2006 15:34:13 -0500
>>
>>well, okay.
>>
>>I see now.
>>
>>And I'm sorry too , that i acted out of the way
>>
>>(in my recent emails that is)
>>
>>Like I said on the phone answering machine , I'm not angry
>>
>>contact me again any time
>>
>>I gotta go on my afternoon walk now
>>
>>Hope to hear from you soon
>>
>>Lewis
>>
>>----- Original Message ----- From: "Norene JENSEN"
>><chrisandnorene@msn.com>
>>To: <portcitypoet31407@comcast.net>
>>Sent: Monday, February 13, 2006 3:25 PM
>>Subject: Re: Feelings & Apologies
>>
>>
>>>it is nothing against you
>>>i am just very fragile, right now
>>>things got stirred up last night that i thought i had buried
>>>you were not inappropriate
>>>it was my raw feelings
>>>please understand
>>>i would talk to you if i dared, honest
>>>i am just afraid of what you would say to me and be upset with me and i
>>>just don't think i can handle it, emotionally
>>>nothing against you
>>>honest
>>>
>>>
>>>>From: "Lewis Findley" <portcitypoet31407@comcast.net>
>>>>To: "Norene JENSEN" <chrisandnorene@msn.com>
>>>>Subject: Re: Feelings & Apologies
>>>>Date: Mon, 13 Feb 2006 15:18:43 -0500
>>>>
>>>>this discussion is pointless and hopeless
>>>>
>>>>as far as I am concerned, it is over.
>>>>
>>>>contact me IF and WHEN you wish to again
>>>>
>>>>Lewis
>>>>
>>>>----- Original Message ----- From: "Norene JENSEN"
>>>><chrisandnorene@msn.com>
>>>>To: <portcitypoet31407@comcast.net>
>>>>Sent: Monday, February 13, 2006 3:16 PM
>>>>Subject: Re: Feelings & Apologies
>>>>
>>>>
>>>>>I'm sorry. I just don't even have the courage to pick up the phone.
>>>>>I am about on the verge of breaking down in tears, right now and I
>>>>>don't want to do that in front of you. You are upset with me, now and
>>>>>that is not what I wanted. Honest.
>>>>>
>>>>>
>>>>>>From: "Lewis Findley" <portcitypoet31407@comcast.net>
>>>>>>To: "Norene JENSEN" <chrisandnorene@msn.com>
>>>>>>Subject: Re: Feelings & Apologies
>>>>>>Date: Mon, 13 Feb 2006 15:04:58 -0500
>>>>>>
>>>>>>listen i was trying to respect your feelings OK
>>>>>>
>>>>>>Remember, you said you had reservations about doing a romantic collab
>>>>>>with me, because you didnt want your
>>>>>>
>>>>>>sweet feelings for me stirred up again.....
>>>>>>
>>>>>>AND I WAS RESPECTING YOUR FEELINGS
>>>>>>
>>>>>>AND GOT MANIPULATED AGAIN!
>>>>>>
>>>>>>AND YOU KNOW IT AND I KNOW IT!
>>>>>>
>>>>>>do the right thing and get SHIT ON for it.!
>>>>>>
>>>>>>RIGHT?
>>>>>>
>>>>>>
>>>>>>
>>>>>>
>>>>>>----- Original Message ----- From: "Norene JENSEN"
>>>>>><chrisandnorene@msn.com>
>>>>>>To: <portcitypoet31407@comcast.net>
>>>>>>Sent: Monday, February 13, 2006 3:01 PM
>>>>>>Subject: Re: Feelings & Apologies
>>>>>>
>>>>>>
>>>>>>>
>>>>>>>Well, give me some time, ok?
>>>>>>>I am feeling really embarrassed today.
>>>>>>>I just don't know how I would talk to you or what to say.
>>>>>>>Just feeling extremely stupid and embarrassed.
>>>>>>>Like, "Where is the nearest hole to crawl into and pull the top in
>>>>>>>with me"?
>>>>>>>Very embarrassed. Like I don't even dare do a romantic collab, now.
>>>>>>>Just a silly one, for fear you will think that I am seducing you.
>>>>>>>
>>>>>>>>From: "Lewis Findley" <portcitypoet31407@comcast.net>
>>>>>>>>To: "Norene JENSEN" <chrisandnorene@msn.com>
>>>>>>>>Subject: Re: Feelings & Apologies
>>>>>>>>Date: Mon, 13 Feb 2006 14:55:32 -0500
>>>>>>>>
>>>>>>>>i just want to talk to you thats all, is
>>>>>>>>THAT ok ?
>>>>>>>>
>>>>>>>>
>>>>>>>>----- Original Message ----- From: "Norene JENSEN"
>>>>>>>><chrisandnorene@msn.com>
>>>>>>>>To: <portcitypoet31407@comcast.net>
>>>>>>>>Sent: Monday, February 13, 2006 2:53 PM
>>>>>>>>Subject: Re: Feelings & Apologies
>>>>>>>>
>>>>>>>>
>>>>>>>>>
>>>>>>>>>Why would you want to talk to me? I just cause trouble in your
>>>>>>>>>heart.
>>>>>>>>>
>>>>>>>>>>From: "Lewis Findley" <portcitypoet31407@comcast.net>
>>>>>>>>>>To: "Norene JENSEN" <chrisandnorene@msn.com>
>>>>>>>>>>Subject: Re: Feelings & Apologies
>>>>>>>>>>Date: Mon, 13 Feb 2006 14:46:13 -0500
>>>>>>>>>>
>>>>>>>>>>I'll call you, I want to talk to you. AND YES, we are still
>>>>>>>>>>friends
>>>>>>>>>>----- Original Message ----- From: "Norene JENSEN"
>>>>>>>>>><chrisandnorene@msn.com>
>>>>>>>>>>To: <portcitypoet31407@comcast.net>
>>>>>>>>>>Sent: Monday, February 13, 2006 2:19 PM
>>>>>>>>>>Subject: Re: Feelings & Apologies
>>>>>>>>>>
>>>>>>>>>>
>>>>>>>>>>>Are we still friends?
>>>>>>>>>>>
>>>>>>>>>>>
>>>>>>>>>>>>From: "Lewis Findley" <portcitypoet31407@comcast.net>
>>>>>>>>>>>>To: "Norene JENSEN" <chrisandnorene@msn.com>
>>>>>>>>>>>>Subject: Re: Feelings & Apologies
>>>>>>>>>>>>Date: Mon, 13 Feb 2006 13:43:10 -0500
>>>>>>>>>>>>
>>>>>>>>>>>>hi, i enhoyed collabing with you
>>>>>>>>>>>>
>>>>>>>>>>>>I KNOW you werent asking me to become re-involved.
>>>>>>>>>>>>
>>>>>>>>>>>>and you know I have feelings, often times I dont like discussing
>>>>>>>>>>>>them, more often than not, matter of fact.
>>>>>>>>>>>>
>>>>>>>>>>>>AND, i accept your apology
>>>>>>>>>>>>
>>>>>>>>>>>>----- Original Message ----- From: "Norene JENSEN"
>>>>>>>>>>>><chrisandnorene@msn.com>
>>>>>>>>>>>>To: <portcitypoet31407@comcast.net>
>>>>>>>>>>>>Sent: Monday, February 13, 2006 11:30 AM
>>>>>>>>>>>>Subject: Feelings & Apologies
>>>>>>>>>>>>
>>>>>>>>>>>>
>>>>>>>>>>>>>
>>>>>>>>>>>>>Good morning, Lewis.
>>>>>>>>>>>>>The poem was cute.
>>>>>>>>>>>>>I apologize for having made you feel uncomfortable, last night.
>>>>>>>>>>>>>Did not mean to hurt you or in any way make you feel squirmish.
>>>>>>>>>>>>>I was not asking you to become involved.
>>>>>>>>>>>>>I was just asking your feelings.
>>>>>>>>>>>>>That was too much to ask and I am sorry.
>>>>>>>>>>>>>Please forgive.
>>>>>>>>>>>>>
>>>>>>>>>>>>>
>>>>>>>>>>>>
>>>>>>>>>>>>
>>>>>>>>>>>
>>>>>>>>>>>
>>>>>>>>>>>
>>>>>>>>>>
>>>>>>>>>>
>>>>>>>>>
>>>>>>>>>
>>>>>>>>>
>>>>>>>>
>>>>>>>>
>>>>>>>
>>>>>>>
>>>>>>>
>>>>>>
>>>>>>
>>>>>
>>>>>
>>>>>
>>>>
>>>>
>>>
>>>
>>
>>
>
>

WHAT THE HELL EVER

Post your little solo poem and DONT BOTHER sending the link to me, PLEASE!

----- Original Message -----
From: "Norene JENSEN" <chrisandnorene@msn.com>
To: <portcitypoet31407@comcast.net>
Sent: Monday, February 13, 2006 3:23 PM
Subject: Re: Feelings & Apologies

>I am afraid you are going to reprimand me. I am just afraid. Ok? I did
>not realize until last night that there really was a lot of emotion.
>Thought I had worked through it. I just cannot face you right now.
>
>
>>From: "Lewis Findley" <portcitypoet31407@comcast.net>
>>To: "Norene JENSEN" <chrisandnorene@msn.com>
>>Subject: Re: Feelings & Apologies
>>Date: Mon, 13 Feb 2006 15:14:55 -0500
>>
>>let me call you, OK?
>>
>>
>>----- Original Message ----- From: "Norene JENSEN"
>><chrisandnorene@msn.com>
>>To: <portcitypoet31407@comcast.net>
>>Sent: Monday, February 13, 2006 3:13 PM
>>Subject: Re: Feelings & Apologies
>>
>>
>>>I do not know what you are saying.
>>>I just said that I am feeling really embarrassed right now.
>>>It is nothing you said.
>>>I just realized that the night was late and I was saying things that I
>>>probably should not have.
>>>I did want, at one time to do a romantic collab with you.
>>>But, I just feel really stupid, right now.
>>>It is nothing against you or about you, personally.
>>>I am just raw, I guess, as far as my feelings.
>>>
>>>
>>>>From: "Lewis Findley" <portcitypoet31407@comcast.net>
>>>>To: "Norene JENSEN" <chrisandnorene@msn.com>
>>>>Subject: Re: Feelings & Apologies
>>>>Date: Mon, 13 Feb 2006 15:04:58 -0500
>>>>
>>>>listen i was trying to respect your feelings OK
>>>>
>>>>Remember, you said you had reservations about doing a romantic collab
>>>>with me, because you didnt want your
>>>>
>>>>sweet feelings for me stirred up again.....
>>>>
>>>>AND I WAS RESPECTING YOUR FEELINGS
>>>>
>>>>AND GOT MANIPULATED AGAIN!
>>>>
>>>>AND YOU KNOW IT AND I KNOW IT!
>>>>
>>>>do the right thing and get SHIT ON for it.!
>>>>
>>>>RIGHT?
>>>>
>>>>
>>>>
>>>>
>>>>----- Original Message ----- From: "Norene JENSEN"
>>>><chrisandnorene@msn.com>
>>>>To: <portcitypoet31407@comcast.net>
>>>>Sent: Monday, February 13, 2006 3:01 PM
>>>>Subject: Re: Feelings & Apologies
>>>>
>>>>
>>>>>
>>>>>Well, give me some time, ok?
>>>>>I am feeling really embarrassed today.
>>>>>I just don't know how I would talk to you or what to say.
>>>>>Just feeling extremely stupid and embarrassed.
>>>>>Like, "Where is the nearest hole to crawl into and pull the top in with
>>>>>me"?
>>>>>Very embarrassed. Like I don't even dare do a romantic collab, now.
>>>>>Just a silly one, for fear you will think that I am seducing you.
>>>>>
>>>>>>From: "Lewis Findley" <portcitypoet31407@comcast.net>
>>>>>>To: "Norene JENSEN" <chrisandnorene@msn.com>
>>>>>>Subject: Re: Feelings & Apologies
>>>>>>Date: Mon, 13 Feb 2006 14:55:32 -0500
>>>>>>
>>>>>>i just want to talk to you thats all, is
>>>>>>THAT ok ?
>>>>>>
>>>>>>
>>>>>>----- Original Message ----- From: "Norene JENSEN"
>>>>>><chrisandnorene@msn.com>
>>>>>>To: <portcitypoet31407@comcast.net>
>>>>>>Sent: Monday, February 13, 2006 2:53 PM
>>>>>>Subject: Re: Feelings & Apologies
>>>>>>
>>>>>>
>>>>>>>
>>>>>>>Why would you want to talk to me? I just cause trouble in your
>>>>>>>heart.
>>>>>>>
>>>>>>>>From: "Lewis Findley" <portcitypoet31407@comcast.net>
>>>>>>>>To: "Norene JENSEN" <chrisandnorene@msn.com>
>>>>>>>>Subject: Re: Feelings & Apologies
>>>>>>>>Date: Mon, 13 Feb 2006 14:46:13 -0500
>>>>>>>>
>>>>>>>>I'll call you, I want to talk to you. AND YES, we are still friends
>>>>>>>>----- Original Message ----- From: "Norene JENSEN"
>>>>>>>><chrisandnorene@msn.com>
>>>>>>>>To: <portcitypoet31407@comcast.net>
>>>>>>>>Sent: Monday, February 13, 2006 2:19 PM
>>>>>>>>Subject: Re: Feelings & Apologies
>>>>>>>>
>>>>>>>>
>>>>>>>>>Are we still friends?
>>>>>>>>>
>>>>>>>>>
>>>>>>>>>>From: "Lewis Findley" <portcitypoet31407@comcast.net>
>>>>>>>>>>To: "Norene JENSEN" <chrisandnorene@msn.com>
>>>>>>>>>>Subject: Re: Feelings & Apologies
>>>>>>>>>>Date: Mon, 13 Feb 2006 13:43:10 -0500
>>>>>>>>>>
>>>>>>>>>>hi, i enhoyed collabing with you
>>>>>>>>>>
>>>>>>>>>>I KNOW you werent asking me to become re-involved.
>>>>>>>>>>
>>>>>>>>>>and you know I have feelings, often times I dont like discussing
>>>>>>>>>>them, more often than not, matter of fact.
>>>>>>>>>>
>>>>>>>>>>AND, i accept your apology
>>>>>>>>>>
>>>>>>>>>>----- Original Message ----- From: "Norene JENSEN"
>>>>>>>>>><chrisandnorene@msn.com>
>>>>>>>>>>To: <portcitypoet31407@comcast.net>
>>>>>>>>>>Sent: Monday, February 13, 2006 11:30 AM
>>>>>>>>>>Subject: Feelings & Apologies
>>>>>>>>>>
>>>>>>>>>>
>>>>>>>>>>>
>>>>>>>>>>>Good morning, Lewis.
>>>>>>>>>>>The poem was cute.
>>>>>>>>>>>I apologize for having made you feel uncomfortable, last night.
>>>>>>>>>>>Did not mean to hurt you or in any way make you feel squirmish.
>>>>>>>>>>>I was not asking you to become involved.
>>>>>>>>>>>I was just asking your feelings.
>>>>>>>>>>>That was too much to ask and I am sorry.
>>>>>>>>>>>Please forgive.
>>>>>>>>>>>
>>>>>>>>>>>
>>>>>>>>>>
>>>>>>>>>>
>>>>>>>>>
>>>>>>>>>
>>>>>>>>>
>>>>>>>>
>>>>>>>>
>>>>>>>
>>>>>>>
>>>>>>>
>>>>>>
>>>>>>
>>>>>
>>>>>
>>>>>
>>>>
>>>>
>>>
>>>
>>>
>>
>>
>
>

take all the time you need

like i said, i forgave you already

BUT

dont try to manipulate me again with YOUR emotions

like you accused me of 3 years ago. I remember when you accused me of that

GEE DONT THE POT CALL THE KETTLE BLACK?????!!!!!!!!!!

"Dont tell lies abou tme, OR I WILL TELL EVERYBODY THE TRUTH!"

(WIllem Dafoe, The Last Temptatino of Christ 1988)

----- Original Message -----
From: "Norene JENSEN" <chrisandnorene@msn.com>
To: <portcitypoet31407@comcast.net>
Sent: Monday, February 13, 2006 5:52 PM
Subject: Re: Feelings & Apologies

> Please just let me work through it.
> I will not post the poem.
> Should not have even sent it to you.
> I am sorry.
> Ok?
> I am trying to get through it and get on with my life.
>
>
>>From: "Lewis Findley" <portcitypoet31407@comcast.net>
>>To: "Norene JENSEN" <chrisandnorene@msn.com>
>>Subject: Re: Feelings & Apologies
>>Date: Mon, 13 Feb 2006 17:04:18 -0500
>>
>>WHAT THE HELL EVER
>>
>>Post your little solo poem and DONT BOTHER sending the link to me, PLEASE!
>>
>>----- Original Message ----- From: "Norene JENSEN"
>><chrisandnorene@msn.com>
>>To: <portcitypoet31407@comcast.net>
>>Sent: Monday, February 13, 2006 3:23 PM
>>Subject: Re: Feelings & Apologies
>>
>>
>>>I am afraid you are going to reprimand me. I am just afraid. Ok? I did
>>>not realize until last night that there really was a lot of emotion.
>>>Thought I had worked through it. I just cannot face you right now.
>>>
>>>
>>>>From: "Lewis Findley" <portcitypoet31407@comcast.net>
>>>>To: "Norene JENSEN" <chrisandnorene@msn.com>
>>>>Subject: Re: Feelings & Apologies
>>>>Date: Mon, 13 Feb 2006 15:14:55 -0500
>>>>
>>>>let me call you, OK?
>>>>
>>>>
>>>>----- Original Message ----- From: "Norene JENSEN"
>>>><chrisandnorene@msn.com>
>>>>To: <portcitypoet31407@comcast.net>
>>>>Sent: Monday, February 13, 2006 3:13 PM
>>>>Subject: Re: Feelings & Apologies
>>>>
>>>>
>>>>>I do not know what you are saying.
>>>>>I just said that I am feeling really embarrassed right now.
>>>>>It is nothing you said.
>>>>>I just realized that the night was late and I was saying things that I
>>>>>probably should not have.
>>>>>I did want, at one time to do a romantic collab with you.
>>>>>But, I just feel really stupid, right now.
>>>>>It is nothing against you or about you, personally.
>>>>>I am just raw, I guess, as far as my feelings.
>>>>>
>>>>>
>>>>>>From: "Lewis Findley" <portcitypoet31407@comcast.net>
>>>>>>To: "Norene JENSEN" <chrisandnorene@msn.com>
>>>>>>Subject: Re: Feelings & Apologies
>>>>>>Date: Mon, 13 Feb 2006 15:04:58 -0500
>>>>>>
>>>>>>listen i was trying to respect your feelings OK
>>>>>>
>>>>>>Remember, you said you had reservations about doing a romantic collab
>>>>>>with me, because you didnt want your
>>>>>>
>>>>>>sweet feelings for me stirred up again.....
>>>>>>
>>>>>>AND I WAS RESPECTING YOUR FEELINGS
>>>>>>
>>>>>>AND GOT MANIPULATED AGAIN!
>>>>>>
>>>>>>AND YOU KNOW IT AND I KNOW IT!
>>>>>>
>>>>>>do the right thing and get SHIT ON for it.!
>>>>>>
>>>>>>RIGHT?
>>>>>>
>>>>>>
>>>>>>
>>>>>>
>>>>>>----- Original Message ----- From: "Norene JENSEN"
>>>>>><chrisandnorene@msn.com>
>>>>>>To: <portcitypoet31407@comcast.net>
>>>>>>Sent: Monday, February 13, 2006 3:01 PM
>>>>>>Subject: Re: Feelings & Apologies
>>>>>>
>>>>>>
>>>>>>>
>>>>>>>Well, give me some time, ok?
>>>>>>>I am feeling really embarrassed today.
>>>>>>>I just don't know how I would talk to you or what to say.
>>>>>>>Just feeling extremely stupid and embarrassed.
>>>>>>>Like, "Where is the nearest hole to crawl into and pull the top in
>>>>>>>with me"?
>>>>>>>Very embarrassed. Like I don't even dare do a romantic collab, now.
>>>>>>>Just a silly one, for fear you will think that I am seducing you.
>>>>>>>
>>>>>>>>From: "Lewis Findley" <portcitypoet31407@comcast.net>
>>>>>>>>To: "Norene JENSEN" <chrisandnorene@msn.com>
>>>>>>>>Subject: Re: Feelings & Apologies
>>>>>>>>Date: Mon, 13 Feb 2006 14:55:32 -0500
>>>>>>>>
>>>>>>>>i just want to talk to you thats all, is
>>>>>>>>THAT ok ?
>>>>>>>>
>>>>>>>>
>>>>>>>>----- Original Message ----- From: "Norene JENSEN"
>>>>>>>><chrisandnorene@msn.com>
>>>>>>>>To: <portcitypoet31407@comcast.net>
>>>>>>>>Sent: Monday, February 13, 2006 2:53 PM
>>>>>>>>Subject: Re: Feelings & Apologies
>>>>>>>>
>>>>>>>>
>>>>>>>>>
>>>>>>>>>Why would you want to talk to me? I just cause trouble in your
>>>>>>>>>heart.
>>>>>>>>>
>>>>>>>>>>From: "Lewis Findley" <portcitypoet31407@comcast.net>
>>>>>>>>>>To: "Norene JENSEN" <chrisandnorene@msn.com>
>>>>>>>>>>Subject: Re: Feelings & Apologies
>>>>>>>>>>Date: Mon, 13 Feb 2006 14:46:13 -0500
>>>>>>>>>>
>>>>>>>>>>I'll call you, I want to talk to you. AND YES, we are still
>>>>>>>>>>friends
>>>>>>>>>>----- Original Message ----- From: "Norene JENSEN"
>>>>>>>>>><chrisandnorene@msn.com>
>>>>>>>>>>To: <portcitypoet31407@comcast.net>
>>>>>>>>>>Sent: Monday, February 13, 2006 2:19 PM
>>>>>>>>>>Subject: Re: Feelings & Apologies
>>>>>>>>>>
>>>>>>>>>>
>>>>>>>>>>>Are we still friends?
>>>>>>>>>>>
>>>>>>>>>>>
>>>>>>>>>>>>From: "Lewis Findley" <portcitypoet31407@comcast.net>
>>>>>>>>>>>>To: "Norene JENSEN" <chrisandnorene@msn.com>
>>>>>>>>>>>>Subject: Re: Feelings & Apologies
>>>>>>>>>>>>Date: Mon, 13 Feb 2006 13:43:10 -0500
>>>>>>>>>>>>
>>>>>>>>>>>>hi, i enhoyed collabing with you
>>>>>>>>>>>>
>>>>>>>>>>>>I KNOW you werent asking me to become re-involved.
>>>>>>>>>>>>
>>>>>>>>>>>>and you know I have feelings, often times I dont like discussing
>>>>>>>>>>>>them, more often than not, matter of fact.
>>>>>>>>>>>>
>>>>>>>>>>>>AND, i accept your apology
>>>>>>>>>>>>
>>>>>>>>>>>>----- Original Message ----- From: "Norene JENSEN"
>>>>>>>>>>>><chrisandnorene@msn.com>
>>>>>>>>>>>>To: <portcitypoet31407@comcast.net>
>>>>>>>>>>>>Sent: Monday, February 13, 2006 11:30 AM
>>>>>>>>>>>>Subject: Feelings & Apologies
>>>>>>>>>>>>
>>>>>>>>>>>>
>>>>>>>>>>>>>
>>>>>>>>>>>>>Good morning, Lewis.
>>>>>>>>>>>>>The poem was cute.
>>>>>>>>>>>>>I apologize for having made you feel uncomfortable, last night.
>>>>>>>>>>>>>Did not mean to hurt you or in any way make you feel squirmish.
>>>>>>>>>>>>>I was not asking you to become involved.
>>>>>>>>>>>>>I was just asking your feelings.
>>>>>>>>>>>>>That was too much to ask and I am sorry.
>>>>>>>>>>>>>Please forgive.
>>>>>>>>>>>>>
>>>>>>>>>>>>>
>>>>>>>>>>>>
>>>>>>>>>>>>
>>>>>>>>>>>
>>>>>>>>>>>
>>>>>>>>>>>
>>>>>>>>>>
>>>>>>>>>>
>>>>>>>>>
>>>>>>>>>
>>>>>>>>>
>>>>>>>>
>>>>>>>>
>>>>>>>
>>>>>>>
>>>>>>>
>>>>>>
>>>>>>
>>>>>
>>>>>
>>>>>
>>>>
>>>>
>>>
>>>
>>
>>
>
>
>
NOW YOU ADMIT re-opening it huh?

OK, GR8!

Only proves to me YOU WISH TO LIVE IN THE PAST

IN A PIG PEN FILLED WITH PUKE AND SHIT!

AND FURTHERMORE

Your email addy is being diverted to blocked senders

ONE MORE EMAIL FROM YOU

And I will notify our respective webmasters

FOR INTERNET HARASSMENT!

I do NOT want to have to notify law enforcement

BUT I DAMN WELL WILL IF NECESSARY!

Good Evening

----- Original Message -----
From: "Norene JENSEN" <chrisandnorene@msn.com>
To: <portcitypoet31407@comcast.net>
Sent: Monday, February 13, 2006 6:30 PM
Subject: Re: Feelings & Apologies

>I have chosen not to post the poem, in order to no longer hurt you.
> It was my mistake to have even opened up the relationship.
> I am so sorry.
>
>
>>From: "Lewis Findley" <portcitypoet31407@comcast.net>
>>To: "Norene JENSEN" <chrisandnorene@msn.com>
>>Subject: Re: Feelings & Apologies
>>Date: Mon, 13 Feb 2006 18:00:17 -0500
>>
>>take all the time you need
>>
>>like i said, i forgave you already
>>
>>
>>BUT
>>
>>
>>
>>
>>
>>
>>
>>
>>
>>dont try to manipulate me again with YOUR emotions
>>
>>like you accused me of 3 years ago. I remember when you accused me of that
>>
>>GEE DONT THE POT CALL THE KETTLE BLACK?????!!!!!!!!!!
>>
>>"Dont tell lies abou tme, OR I WILL TELL EVERYBODY THE TRUTH!"
>>
>>(WIllem Dafoe, The Last Temptatino of Christ 1988)
>>
>>----- Original Message ----- From: "Norene JENSEN"
>><chrisandnorene@msn.com>
>>To: <portcitypoet31407@comcast.net>
>>Sent: Monday, February 13, 2006 5:52 PM
>>Subject: Re: Feelings & Apologies
>>
>>
>>>Please just let me work through it.
>>>I will not post the poem.
>>>Should not have even sent it to you.
>>>I am sorry.
>>>Ok?
>>>I am trying to get through it and get on with my life.
>>>
>>>
>>>>From: "Lewis Findley" <portcitypoet31407@comcast.net>
>>>>To: "Norene JENSEN" <chrisandnorene@msn.com>
>>>>Subject: Re: Feelings & Apologies
>>>>Date: Mon, 13 Feb 2006 17:04:18 -0500
>>>>
>>>>WHAT THE HELL EVER
>>>>
>>>>Post your little solo poem and DONT BOTHER sending the link to me,
>>>>PLEASE!
>>>>
>>>>----- Original Message ----- From: "Norene JENSEN"
>>>><chrisandnorene@msn.com>
>>>>To: <portcitypoet31407@comcast.net>
>>>>Sent: Monday, February 13, 2006 3:23 PM
>>>>Subject: Re: Feelings & Apologies
>>>>
>>>>
>>>>>I am afraid you are going to reprimand me. I am just afraid. Ok? I
>>>>>did not realize until last night that there really was a lot of
>>>>>emotion. Thought I had worked through it. I just cannot face you right
>>>>>now.
>>>>>
>>>>>
>>>>>>From: "Lewis Findley" <portcitypoet31407@comcast.net>
>>>>>>To: "Norene JENSEN" <chrisandnorene@msn.com>
>>>>>>Subject: Re: Feelings & Apologies
>>>>>>Date: Mon, 13 Feb 2006 15:14:55 -0500
>>>>>>
>>>>>>let me call you, OK?
>>>>>>
>>>>>>
>>>>>>----- Original Message ----- From: "Norene JENSEN"
>>>>>><chrisandnorene@msn.com>
>>>>>>To: <portcitypoet31407@comcast.net>
>>>>>>Sent: Monday, February 13, 2006 3:13 PM
>>>>>>Subject: Re: Feelings & Apologies
>>>>>>
>>>>>>
>>>>>>>I do not know what you are saying.
>>>>>>>I just said that I am feeling really embarrassed right now.
>>>>>>>It is nothing you said.
>>>>>>>I just realized that the night was late and I was saying things that
>>>>>>>I probably should not have.
>>>>>>>I did want, at one time to do a romantic collab with you.
>>>>>>>But, I just feel really stupid, right now.
>>>>>>>It is nothing against you or about you, personally.
>>>>>>>I am just raw, I guess, as far as my feelings.
>>>>>>>
>>>>>>>
>>>>>>>>From: "Lewis Findley" <portcitypoet31407@comcast.net>
>>>>>>>>To: "Norene JENSEN" <chrisandnorene@msn.com>
>>>>>>>>Subject: Re: Feelings & Apologies
>>>>>>>>Date: Mon, 13 Feb 2006 15:04:58 -0500
>>>>>>>>
>>>>>>>>listen i was trying to respect your feelings OK
>>>>>>>>
>>>>>>>>Remember, you said you had reservations about doing a romantic
>>>>>>>>collab with me, because you didnt want your
>>>>>>>>
>>>>>>>>sweet feelings for me stirred up again.....
>>>>>>>>
>>>>>>>>AND I WAS RESPECTING YOUR FEELINGS
>>>>>>>>
>>>>>>>>AND GOT MANIPULATED AGAIN!
>>>>>>>>
>>>>>>>>AND YOU KNOW IT AND I KNOW IT!
>>>>>>>>
>>>>>>>>do the right thing and get SHIT ON for it.!
>>>>>>>>
>>>>>>>>RIGHT?
>>>>>>>>
>>>>>>>>
>>>>>>>>
>>>>>>>>
>>>>>>>>----- Original Message ----- From: "Norene JENSEN"
>>>>>>>><chrisandnorene@msn.com>
>>>>>>>>To: <portcitypoet31407@comcast.net>
>>>>>>>>Sent: Monday, February 13, 2006 3:01 PM
>>>>>>>>Subject: Re: Feelings & Apologies
>>>>>>>>
>>>>>>>>
>>>>>>>>>
>>>>>>>>>Well, give me some time, ok?
>>>>>>>>>I am feeling really embarrassed today.
>>>>>>>>>I just don't know how I would talk to you or what to say.
>>>>>>>>>Just feeling extremely stupid and embarrassed.
>>>>>>>>>Like, "Where is the nearest hole to crawl into and pull the top in
>>>>>>>>>with me"?
>>>>>>>>>Very embarrassed. Like I don't even dare do a romantic collab,
>>>>>>>>>now. Just a silly one, for fear you will think that I am seducing
>>>>>>>>>you.
>>>>>>>>>
>>>>>>>>>>From: "Lewis Findley" <portcitypoet31407@comcast.net>
>>>>>>>>>>To: "Norene JENSEN" <chrisandnorene@msn.com>
>>>>>>>>>>Subject: Re: Feelings & Apologies
>>>>>>>>>>Date: Mon, 13 Feb 2006 14:55:32 -0500
>>>>>>>>>>
>>>>>>>>>>i just want to talk to you thats all, is
>>>>>>>>>>THAT ok ?
>>>>>>>>>>
>>>>>>>>>>
>>>>>>>>>>----- Original Message ----- From: "Norene JENSEN"
>>>>>>>>>><chrisandnorene@msn.com>
>>>>>>>>>>To: <portcitypoet31407@comcast.net>
>>>>>>>>>>Sent: Monday, February 13, 2006 2:53 PM
>>>>>>>>>>Subject: Re: Feelings & Apologies
>>>>>>>>>>
>>>>>>>>>>
>>>>>>>>>>>
>>>>>>>>>>>Why would you want to talk to me? I just cause trouble in your
>>>>>>>>>>>heart.
>>>>>>>>>>>
>>>>>>>>>>>>From: "Lewis Findley" <portcitypoet31407@comcast.net>
>>>>>>>>>>>>To: "Norene JENSEN" <chrisandnorene@msn.com>
>>>>>>>>>>>>Subject: Re: Feelings & Apologies
>>>>>>>>>>>>Date: Mon, 13 Feb 2006 14:46:13 -0500
>>>>>>>>>>>>
>>>>>>>>>>>>I'll call you, I want to talk to you. AND YES, we are still
>>>>>>>>>>>>friends
>>>>>>>>>>>>----- Original Message ----- From: "Norene JENSEN"
>>>>>>>>>>>><chrisandnorene@msn.com>
>>>>>>>>>>>>To: <portcitypoet31407@comcast.net>
>>>>>>>>>>>>Sent: Monday, February 13, 2006 2:19 PM
>>>>>>>>>>>>Subject: Re: Feelings & Apologies
>>>>>>>>>>>>
>>>>>>>>>>>>
>>>>>>>>>>>>>Are we still friends?
>>>>>>>>>>>>>
>>>>>>>>>>>>>
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>From: "Lewis Findley" <portcitypoet31407@comcast.net>
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>To: "Norene JENSEN" <chrisandnorene@msn.com>
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>Subject: Re: Feelings & Apologies
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>Date: Mon, 13 Feb 2006 13:43:10 -0500
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>hi, i enhoyed collabing with you
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>I KNOW you werent asking me to become re-involved.
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>and you know I have feelings, often times I dont like
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>discussing them, more often than not, matter of fact.
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>AND, i accept your apology
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>----- Original Message ----- From: "Norene JENSEN"
>>>>>>>>>>>>>><chrisandnorene@msn.com>
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>To: <portcitypoet31407@comcast.net>
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>Sent: Monday, February 13, 2006 11:30 AM
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>Subject: Feelings & Apologies
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>Good morning, Lewis.
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>The poem was cute.
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>I apologize for having made you feel uncomfortable, last
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>night.
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>Did not mean to hurt you or in any way make you feel
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>squirmish.
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>I was not asking you to become involved.
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>I was just asking your feelings.
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>That was too much to ask and I am sorry.
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>Please forgive.
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
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norene to lewis feb '06